Mountains separate us

I’ve always felt like this

A dull feeling in the background like something is amiss.

I know what it is

But you can think I’m too proud to come out and admit it,

Ok, I miss her.

All this time I spent with her and never kissed her,

All this time I want just a touch-blissful,

But I wrestled with that desire-Christian.

And now she’s gone

She took a piece of me with her.

But we’re not done

She’s with her kids that need her.

I pouted and threw a tantrum-needier

And now I’m laughing at myself-what a comedian!

I miss her.

She knows I’m trying to take the spot of her mister.

I’m tired of dating my right hand-blisters.

I’d give up everything for her-risky.

But in the meantime, I need a friend-whiskey

Hey friend, the shot glass would not be enough, so pass the bottle

Heartbreak, the mountain between my baby and Seattle

I want to lose myself and stare at the moon

I know she’s on the other side-looking at it too

I know you won’t forget me,

I made you fall for me betting

That I would win you over.

But we were drunk on love and now we’re getting sober.

Life happens-the situation that we’re in

Requires lots of strength and persevering

Disappoint my mentors in Celebrate Recovery

Because I’m high on you and now I’m hovering

Every day with you, a new discovery

I’m addicted to you girl, and I don’t want sobriety

You know I wrestle with my feelings over you

The fact that you are married, but not happy with your dude

The fact that I’m a Christian and not supposed to love you

But like a disobedience employee, that struggles with the rules

Yes, I wrestle everyday

But I know it hurts you too, so I don’t want to say

I cannot stand to miss you baby, so I need you to stay

And in the meantime, since you’re gone

I’m gunna pray

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